goodmawnin....
i dunno what to say in this blog i just felt like i have the urge to write.
just wanna share my plans tomorrow.....
*on monday i have an invitation for an interview in ortigas coz the girl said that they have job opening in e-telecare, fluency...... but i still have doubts in going there. im being pessimistic again i think in advance that i will just fail in interview and i'll just waste my money going there... i will end up annoying myself and starts my whole week being sentimental....

let's jump on another topic.....
time is moving very fast for everyone but not for me. for me the tick of the clock every minute is equal to an hour. before i was begging for long vacation and now GOD gave me the longest vacation ever in my whole life. but i still be thankful to god because he gave me so much to blessings albeit i didn't passed in the NLE maybe GOD has another plans to me. when i was reviewing for NLE i was so very busy. i kept on studying all the lessons and my brains was really puggled that time. NOw my brain is getting to much rest and i think im getting IDIOT.

i remember that time i had to sleep early because i had class from monday to sunday, 8am to 3 pm for 2 months. i sacrificed a lot... like going to mall, less phone talks, less time to meet by BF but still my sacrifices was not enough to passed the exam.

my conclusion why i didn't passed the exams was i didn't seek help to GOD. i have to fess up that im not the religious type of person i know it's atrocious... i attend mass but not on a regular basis i just attend if i feel to. NEvertheless that was before im now try to change. i want to be closer to god now. even im not spiritual person i believed in KARma. i don't do things to others which i don't want to do to me.... i know how to act properly and i won't do things that i know i will hurt somebody. SOmetimes im tackless in playing jokes with my friends and without intension i hurt their feelings.

ill continue it later... bye