speak english

why do we need to speak in english even when we are in our own country?

i didn't mind studying english when i was studying i regret that desperately. i always ignore my english class and i didn't review my lesson at all. So now im suffering i can't land a job because all the that i was applying for they needed an excellent command in english. i started to annoy myself when i can't speak and write well. lately i have been busy reading, writing, and studying english grammar *obvious*. i wish i would improve a lot. im having a hard looking for the meaning of the words that i didn't know. it's very fun learning new words everyday. i read every corner of magazine and newspaper even i had read that so many times. everyday that i wake up i start reading until night but i take a break once in a while. if i want to get sleepy i read those soporific article in the net. it's very helpful because i can sleep early right now and wake up early too. if there's no people around then that's the time i start to blog. im shy because they might read what im writing and they'll laugh out of court becoz of the errors that i commit.

i was oblivious in english before i thought it was just "kaartihan" but i'm completely wrong. NOw i learned the advantage of speaking english. you'll earn a lot if you know how to express yourself in english even your undergraduate. You are welcome in the world of call center. i try also practicing in pronounciation my gosh i still have p and f problem. even i know how to say the word correctly but my tongue insist me to say p as an f sound and vice versa.

whoever you are if are reading my article im open to your ranting comments....
im not schizoid type of person i know how to handle criticism it gives me mild anxiety so i will study more.