I'm Sick

I'm not feeling well, I have been suffering from toothache for 3 weeks and i can tolerate the pain. I don't want to visit my dentist for tooth extraction my gawd i have a terrible phobia when it cames to dentist. I don't want to hear those machine that is use in grinding the teeth and i don't like injections. The last time i visited my dentist was a year ago for filling and I think i have to visit her if the pain still persist this coming week. I'm also suffering from dry cough, sour throat and mild earache. Probably my earache is sue to my sour throat and cough. It's just a wild guess. Up to now i don't have a chance to visit the doctor. I must blame my smoking habit for this. I'm trying to quit in smoking and it's very hard.

Jumping on another topic

Oh I'm very desperate about my life. I'm pressured about the incoming NLE this December. My sis was pressuring me that i have to pass NLE for the 2nd time becoz she's the one who will spend my review which is quiet expensive. I'm timid in taking NLE again coz I think i might fail again. My Auntie said to me that I must focus now on studying again and I know I've done that before. Unfortunately all the hardwork that I've done was useless. It's like they try to insuniate that I'm stupid that I can't pass the exam. I think they have a second thoughts that they will just waste money for me. They don't trust my strength they are very skeptic when it comes to me. But to my siblings they always build up my siblings to the other people which is very annoying to my part. A drama again i just want to let out my feelings from them.

What will I be on the next years that will pass. Am I already a fulfilled Nurse or Am Nothing?
I will read this entry on succeding years that will pass for sure I can answer this question and i will post it in this blog.... By the way Today is my 1st month in blogging.

Congrats to me for my first month Blogging . Sue me for being superficial.