jobhunting

lately i've been searching jobs in the net that will suits my capability . Im a nursing graduate but i can't practice it because i don't have my license yet. i have a plans to take board exam again in december and my review will starts on October. I hope i can pass this in second take.

So i have 2 months left before my review will takes place. I'm having a hard time to find a job because i don't have license to practice nursing. Maybe I would be a cashier, medrep, CSR, crew etc..... But it's okay if i'm gonna work in that job as long as i'm earning and it doesn't devastate my integrity (ooows do i have that).

I had tried so many times applying in a call center and yeah they rejected me. the initial interview was very frightening at first because i had to speak in english and fortunately i did it with babbling and after that interview the interviewer said to me " let's give us ample time to evaluate your resume and we will give you a call after 2 days or if you do not receive a call you can reapply after 90 days or we will consider your resume for future job openings"
It means i didn't passed in the interview...... I hate that, they are being devious why don't go straight forward. I can accept it more than giving me a problem if i passed or failed.

Now I'm staying at home for 2 days and it sucks me. i'm so jaded so to free myself from boredom I keep myself busy in writing in this blog and it's very helpful. I'm dreaming of to become a writer but I have to practice more because i think i if i become writer now and I will assign me to jot down my thoughts for a magazine im sure if you read my entry you'll get irk to me. so don't pursue it to be one harharhar......

do you think my words are correctly connected to each other? correct me if i'm wrong...