just wanna have heavy-eyed

It's already 11 Am but i havent taken any wink. I want to sleep and laze up later. So Im here again to scribble my frivolous thoughts. As I'm browsing the net one article caught my attention It's about a male who had penis transplant. It's very shocking story cos as a nursing graduate I never heard that there is a penis transplant. Yeah I admit that i have limited knowledge about my degree. Going back in my story He undergone penile transplant because obviously he has no penis. He didn't explain throughtly why it happened. He claimed that his penis was removed accidentaly period. He and his wife decided to have his operation. The penis came from a dead person and his family decided to donate that organ. The operation is successful. The guy took anti-rejection medicine and it was effective but after 2 weeks he and his wife made up their mind to remove it because of some psychological problems occured.

Another boring story that i have read a while ago was about a woman who have been dragged by vehicle. My gawd it's very agonizing experiences I feel very sorry for her. I know she's been thru a lot of pain about that incident. She died because of head injury and asphyxia.

Wanna share my story. I dunno why I have been eyeing this lady for a long time. She's pretty though slutty. i don't have the reason why I should be mad at her. I always check her site and I don't get bored reading what's on her site even i have read that so many times. Am i obsessed with her? Yuck for me If am like that cos I swear she's a whore. There's a time that i made a ranting comment on her site. I feel so guilty doing that cos she didn't do anything to me. After a couple of days i decided to check it again but she already deleted her site. She's very pathetic she doesn't know how to defend herself.

success After making this crappy entry i feel sleepy.

Im back

Instead of studying I'm going to blog now. I'm stealing my time in studying just to blog. I miss bloggging so deeply ack!!!. Blogging help to works my mind thru writtings my feelings or anything. I haven't written a long entry for the past couple of days coz I'm too preoocupied in household chores. I also can find time studying cos household chores steal my energy. 1 day is not enough in doing all the task that i need to do. I can't balance my time and probably it would be difficult in my incoming review. Hectic October is ahead I'm gonna miss my boring moments. I'll be having a hard time to blog when my review takes place. I promise that i'm gonna dedicate myself in studying again coz i don't want to be a bum again.

I hope I can survive the daily transportation, waking up early, and sleeping early too. The exorbitant fare and meals are going to be hard also cos i expect a less allowance. Please don't think money too much think my review first just be frugal.

I'm gonna be alone during my review class cause some of my friends have taken their review in different center. for sure eating in fastfood chain will be going hard also cos the long line that i have to endeavor and waiting for the others to finish in their sits so i could take a sit.

back

welcome back!!!! I have been busy this this past few days. I feel so tired even i just do little things. I always feel sleppy even i have taken a long sleep. im preoccupied in doing household chores so i can't find time to blog. I also never find time in studying my lesson. I feel that i can't balance my schedule lately. 24 hours is not enough in doing all the task that i needed to do. I can't find time studying which is very necessary cause december board is near. I started transferring my notes on my new notebook cause my lectures are in my documents. I can't study well in front of the desktop cause If i get tired I'll open the explorer and I'm going to surf so i leave behind my lectures. Like now I was studying earlier and I have decided to continue it tomoro.

writing is getting hard again.

RAVing

I'm so annoyed today!!!!
this the story goes on I'm a regular visitor of one of the forum and I'm also a member for 2 years. I seldom post comments on that forum. The thread that i regularly visited is the celebrity forum. I just made a comment yesterday about the weird comment of 1 of the members. I commented that she's suffering from psycho disease because on what she said. I know it's my bad and admit that i've done the wrong move. And one of the moderators removed my post and she posted on that topic that i have a flaming warning. She added that my intension on my post was to attack that member and so on and so forth. When i found out that post my blood started to boil so i Pm her. I said sorry and why im only the one who received warning on public how about the others who commented on that member. She replied and my blood boiled again because of her fucking reply.

I know my fault and i realize that i'm being tackless again on what im saying. It's really my pet peeves being a tackless but it's not my intention to hurt anybody.

A lesson that ive learned i have to think 1000 times before saying anything. Still im annoyed about what happened.

getting on track

I kinda miss blogging. I realize that I'm getting out of track in writing. I feel the impulse of blogging is running in my vein *nyak*. Blogging help me to works my mind in certain topic especially crappiness. Crapiness is my forte when it comes to scribbling my thoughts. Moving on to another crappy topic.

I'm excited in my review i have 3 weeks left so I have to do all the things that i need to do like cleaning my room and closet. My room is such an eyesore so i'll clean all the clutter so i could concentrate on my studying. I can't concentrate if a see a mess. I'll also organize my closet coz I'll wear civilian clothes everyday I guess for less than 3 months. It's hard to organize my wardrobe everyday coz i have few clothes to wear. Probabyly i'll just wear shirt and pants everyday. There's no point in making porma in my review class. I will go there just to learn not to attrack or distract people.

I notice that i don't blog everyday coz as u can see on my previous entries i made entries everyday. Sometimes i made 3 entries in one day but it's just crappy.

I feel drowsy this is it for now.

SO sick

i feel the urge to write today but it just a crappy thoughts. I wake up early because i feel pain in my genitals it's not what you think. I think i have UTI its very painful I'm not a doctor to diagnose myself but i know the sign and symptoms of UTI and it's really UTI. It's hard to pee, I feel burning sensation and I feel that I have lots to pee but it just a little. I'm getting sick lately last time i had otalgia and now i have fucking UTI. What's next?
I bought pineapple juice and drunk it to the thought that it will alleviate the pain but it's not effective mybe I should drink more. I have read that pineapple will prevent bacterial multiplication and so on. It's getting worse.....

why?

i haven't blogged for a week. There are lots of reason why i didn't blog for a couple of days. One reason is we got disconnected to our ISP cause we hadn't paid for 3 months. Our landline is disconnected because of the same reasons. We have an expensive bill in our landline due to unknown caller who used to call cellphones. My kuya got pissed when he saw the bill and he decided not to pay for it. At first it was hard not having a landline and Internet at the same time. I have nothing to do so i just study my lessons. it's hard to study again I'm having a hard time to fathome them. I paid the bill last saturday in sta. lucia wireless center but they connected our Internet just today coz they hadn't posted our bills for a long time. I called several times the hotline but they can't do anything. They said to me that i have to fax the receipt so they can process my activation. So i faxed it to them but they don't receive it. They said that i had to call them again on the next day.

I also got my reservation yesterday in review center. The venue will be on the mall but the first 4 days will be held in the front of boom na boom i dunno what building is that. I have less than a month left before my review. Time has been going fast to me. It's going to be diffucult in getting on the venue because it's far to my place and the traffic. I have to endeavor all those things because the enrollment fee is expensive. i don't want to commit absences because lot's of info will lost. Lot's of work is ahead for sure it's going to be a hectic but it's okay.

The second reason why i didn't blog was I'm being preoccupied in studying. I'm preparing myself in studying heaps of lessons so i wouldn't cram. I bought cd for all the lessons in MS, pedia, maternal and palmer. It's very cheap but worth it. I also bought 2 books of letty kuan because she includes her some topic that can be found on the book. Bioethics is good but Care for Elderly is soporific i can't stand reading it. It's very thick with a small font.

Crappiness again.
this is it for now i have to do my brothers assignment.
Baboosh....